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Sunday, February 12th, 2006
11:06 pm - hmm
well well well, we meet again livejournal.

i dont know what it is about this thing but i just cant seem to get into it anymore. i suppose i just got too busy and then too lazy to care. i mean really, who reads this thing anyway? and if you dont know about something that happened, well then maybe you shoudnt have or didnt want to know about it anyway.

i guess i just feel that this thing has become pointless.

shouldnt we just fucking live life?

i dont know, i could be wrong.

:/

current mood: pensive

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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
11:49 pm - another question thingie ugh i must be bored
1. what color are you underwear right now?
pink lacey thong

2. What are you listening to right now?
the killers

3. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
94

4. What was the last thing you ate?
famous amos cookies

5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
the dark orange

6. How is the weather right now?
kinda cold for florida.

7. Last person you talked to on the phone?
actually, jeff

8. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
clothes

9. Favorite Food?
cheese ravioli

10. Do you drink?
yes

11. Do you smoke?
i guess so

12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember?
never.

13. Hair color?
dark brown

14. Eye color?
Brown

15. Do you wear contacts?
nope, 20/15 baby!

16. Single?
not anymore

17. Favorite Month?
december

18. Have you ever cried for no reasson?
yes, damn the pms!

19. Last Movie you Watched?
Boondock Saints

20. Favorite Day of the Year?
dec.25th

21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
most of the time, unless i want them bad enough and then i just go for it

22. Hugs or Kisses?
i will take both, but kissing is nice.

23. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate, hands down.

24. What books are you reading?
the art of happiness

25.Piercings?
seven in my ears

26. Fav. Movie(s)?
dirty dancing, garden state, eternal sunshine...

27. Fav. baseball Team(s)?
meh, the underdog in whatever game

28. Any pets?
sadie, my daschund. (tess- black lab, white cat, gepetto- kitty, jack- kitty, and the bird)

29. AIM?
xxxbandaidxxx

30. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
Salty/Buttery

31. dogs or cats?
dogs

32. Favorite Flower?
any, im not picky

33. Have you ever fired a gun?
no but i'll blow your fucking head off it you fuck with me

34. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?
plane i guess just cause its faster

35. Right handed or left handed?
right

36. How many pillows do you sleep with?
at least two

37. Who are you missing right now?
wee sarah, tara, gareth, meghan, and my boyfriend whom i cant cuddle with every night

38. Who do you think is gorgeous/handsome?
Brian.

39. Do you think your ex misses you?
no exes to speak of soo... N/A

current mood: bored
current music: too late with adam corolla

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11:43 pm - survey says...
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:emily
Birthday:3/2/83
Birthplace:tucson, arizona
Current Location:seminole, florida
Eye Color:brown
Hair Color:brown
Height:5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:irish, scottish, swedish, french....
The Shoes You Wore Today:sanuk flip flops
Your Weakness:chocolate
Your Fears:clowns
Your Perfect Pizza:veggie
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:getting a real job and moving out
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:ugh
Your Best Physical Feature:ummm? my breasts
Your Bedtime:2am ish
Your Most Missed Memory:too many...
Pepsi or Coke:either
MacDonalds or Burger King:neither
Single or Group Dates:whatever
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:coffee
Do you Smoke:sure
Do you Swear:yeah
Do you Sing:not well
Do you Shower Daily:yessum
Have you Been in Love:i dont think so
Do you want to go to College:been there done that
Do you want to get Married:at some point i guess so
Do you belive in yourself:sure i do
Do you get Motion Sickness:no
Do you think you are Attractive:sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:mostly
Do you like Thunderstorms:yeah
Do you play an Instrument:no, i wish
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yes
In the past month have you Smoked:yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:yeah
Ever been Drunk:fo sho
Ever been called a Tease:yup
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:yes
How do you want to Die:in bed
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:modern art museum curator perhaps
What country would you most like to Visit:italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:green
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:short
Height:5'10"
Weight:155?
Best Clothing Style:funky and unique
Number of Drugs I have taken:two?
Number of CDs I own:200?
Number of Piercings:7
Number of Tattoos:0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:no regrets

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!


current mood: awake
current music: the cobert report

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Sunday, July 17th, 2005
5:28 pm - post about the events of tuesday july 12th
ok so i woke up around noon and sat around as usual until it was time for work
at three...so i got dressed and i worked for all of about 19 minutes when they
said i could go home. AWESOME. so i drove to eckerd to check up on my painting
and bring it home... while i was there the painting room was open and there was
lots of crafty stuff out like some summer camp class had been in session... so
then i was looking at stuff i could take and decided that there must be some
scrap canvas somewhere up there... so i shimmied my way over the wall up there
into whoevers storage areas... and i found some paper... then i thought id see
if the photo lab was open and it was and so i snooped around there and where
they do printmaking i stole more paper and some paints...

it was awesome and i felt so stealth....
then i painted a bit, even tho it turned out crappy and basically my studio
floor is covered in water. i dont even know.
OH and before i went to eckerd i stopped at starbucks and found aaron working and so he got me a free tall mocha frappachino and i talked to him while he was on his 10 min break....

THEN i stole and painted and THEN i went to global thrift on 66th street...
and i found a t-shirt for my brother that says "Hawks fly high for FCAT" and i
got the most awesome jacket ever... its peacoat style but all fluffy like goose
feather filled winter coat type deal and its fucking bright ass orange. i love
it, but i think the lady who rang me up was making fun of me for my purchase
cause she was all " you goin huntin'??? hahahah " WHATEVER...
its just about the coolest jacket ive ever seen.

so that made my day... then i went home and had an egg salad sandwich and the
best mashed potatoes my moms ever made...
then i called julie and told her that although she saw batman already with new
friend dan, she must come see it with me, and id pay.... so she agreed to take
a nap while i showered and id call her after... no answer so i just went to her
house.
julie got ready and we went to see batman but first we wanted beer so we
went to the gas station and bought beer and smuggled it into the theatre...
then we saw batman which was pretty fucking awesome, although i still think
michael keaton was the best batman...

then i drove the jetta back to julies and i was like "MAN i wanna ride bikes."
so we took her parents bikes out and rode around and decided that seminole was
SO lame...nowhere cool to ride to...
then i remembered that jeff was having another get-together, so we rode to his
house .....

OHMYGOD... we cut through the spc campus and we were riding like full speed and
there was what seemed to be a gap in the fence to get through so we peddle our
asses through the wet grass righ smack into a fucking wire rope that we couldnt
see on account of the darkness at 1:45am. so i ram into it first and fall down
with the bike on top of me and then a fraction of a second later julie does the
same damn thing. so i start fucking laughing my ass off cause we didnt see it
coming at all and there we are in the middle of campus all bruised and wet....
so basically we almost died...............................

then we get to jeffs and retell our adventure, reinactments and all.
we drank some mikes hard lime and smoked some cigarettes...jeff showed me his
cock, man he was wasted and then jeff and i took a bike ride around his
block...

then FINALLy we rode bikes back to julies and i drove my car home and started to
make a sandwich at 4am and i hear my dad at the door with Tess- our black lab...
he was walking her at 4am wtf?

so that was my great day in one big fucking nutshell......... so there ya go.

current mood: bored

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Friday, June 24th, 2005
12:35 am

Part Passionate Kisser


For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Expert Kisser


You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable



current mood: restless
current music: the notwist

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Friday, June 17th, 2005
12:17 am - a long but fun night
another wednesday night at the undertow with the boys from the lodge. they are cool, i like having boys as friends. drank some beer, smoked some cigarettes, played some foosball, played the jukebox, rocked out a bit, and watched the boys play pool.
then it was back to the lodge to drink some more. tried to sober up around 4am but smoked so that didnt help. talked to joe a bit- tried to get the inside scoop but mostly all i got was "Brian? well what can i say? he's a good guy, but he's fucked!"
whatever that means.
so then we ended up watching pulp fiction which is an awesome movie in my humble opinion.
then we saw the sun come up and decided that the sunlight was painful and we needed to get home. but not before stopping at mcdonalds and getting breakfast. mmm.

so i got home around 7am. holy shit!
and i went straight to bed.
craziness
i think i will try to make this a wednesday night ritual.

current mood: exhausted
current music: run- snow patrol

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Thursday, May 26th, 2005
12:03 am - im oh so cool...
<td>
You are a guitar.



You are a musical genius... congratulations. Most people think you are a little obsessed with music, but that's okay. You don't care what other people think. You are independent, and would rather have a few good (and weird) friends than a lot of not-so-good ones. You may feel that people run down your eccentricity, but that's only because they're jealous. You will most likely become very successful with your musical talent. \m/ Rock on!

Most compatible with: Drumstick.


Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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current mood: loved
current music: Night Shift- OAR

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Saturday, April 30th, 2005
1:52 pm - keenan stop posting so often!
last night was so awesome. party at kappa. good people. good times.

i think im hung over.
ugh.

i have to go to work.
i never want to go to work anymore or do fucking papers.
i can think of so many things right now that id rather be doing.

current mood: content

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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
9:38 pm - so giddy lately
i have been so entirely girly lately that i apologise. but i cant help myself.
nothing like a good makeout session to make you absolutely crazy. i daydream and think about it nonstop, im even having dreams about it. i know it wont last long but i suppose i should enjoy the moment.

current mood: accomplished

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Friday, April 22nd, 2005
10:24 pm - ive decided that i need free cds.....
soooooooooo- heres where you come in...
if you have any cds by this artist and dont mind burning a cd or two for me that'd be cool. if you need cd- i can provide them ;)
so here is a list of stuff i NEED lol
id like anything that you'd think i might like as well.

ok so anything radiohead
bjork
iron and wine
the yardbirds
simon and garfunkle
joni mitchel
bob marley
tsunami bomb
guided by voices
green day
the killers
sophie ellis bextor
joss stone
the police
jack johnson
and i cant think of anymore- thats a bunch.
who wants to help me out???

current mood: lazy
current music: WEEZER

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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
8:23 pm - just realized its 4:20
lately i have been feeling so stressed but what do i do about it???
nothing.
so basically i slack more and the stress mounts. its a viscious cycle.
so to avoid doing actual work i went with Ruth to starbucks for some gossip and a tall mocha frappachino. mmmm.
we talked about the weirdos that incessantly come up to us and talk to us... i think she has me beat with this Michael Levington man that comes into that starbucks ALL the time.
first of all he believes that he is a prophet sent by god and he is apparently running for president WTF.
OH and this is the best...
i guess he is always talking to himself and writing things down in some notebook...the notebook is called "The Book of Lev"
RIDICULOUS!
here is his website if you wanna check out the absolute insanity...
http://www.digidirect.com/index.html

current mood: stressed

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Friday, April 1st, 2005
1:21 am - wtf>?
ok so the quotation is what i wrote for Heroes:

"anyone who is brave enough to stand up for what they believe in at all costs and anyone who is bold enough to be brilliantly creative and out there."


and then some kid messaged me with this....

yes, well, apparently people are too blindsided to see that when others do that, it is them doing just that. but in todays society friendships can end or never even begin based on differences in opinions. especially when people allow the bullshit and drama they are wrapped up in to form their personalities and their lives, instead of them forming them from themselves. sorry to rant, none of that is directed at you, just a quick response to what you said. peace......................

i dont even know what to make of that. am i just tired or does he make no sense at all????

current mood: confused

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Sunday, March 27th, 2005
5:35 pm - i fucking hate Achieva!
This makes the THIRD time that i have to pay a late charge. OMFG i wanna cut a bitch.
ok i paid off the balance on my credit card...like almost 500bux on feb. 18th so i guess i either ignored the statement saying that i had to pay $4.30 in March OR they never sent one. i dont fucking know but apparently you get billed even though you didnt buy anything! i hate them. and i hate myself even more if it was entirely my fault.
this makes $75 that Achieva has earned from me alone. UGH

current mood: aggravated

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Friday, March 11th, 2005
1:13 am
yay-

my show went well and we passed.

AND i got bracelets from Tibet.

what could be better?
:)

current mood: content
current music: conan o'brien

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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
11:49 am - stress and nerves galore
ahhhhhhhhhh!

today is my gallery talk, so wish me luck.


:)

current mood: anxious

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Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
10:58 pm - like a cockroach!!!
i FUCKING hate wendy!

current mood: bitchy

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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
5:28 pm
New York Was Great
by The Raveonettes

And New York was great and we loved it all
And New York was great and we loved it all
But time was riding fast upon my shoulders
What a shame

The night time was painted black with fun
The night time was painted black with fun
But all the time the light shone through it all
What a drag

And in bars drunk we knew it all
And in bars drunk we knew it all
And promises we spilled out in the night
What a trip

And the stars we plucked from great black skies
And the stars we plucked from New York skies
We placed them all in front of us and laughed
What a trip

current mood: lazy
current music: self explanitory

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1:35 am - sickened, disturbed and crying over this PETA artical...
The true story of one anonymous animal born into the meat industry
The truck carrying this cow was unloaded at Walton Stockyards in Kentucky one September morning. After the other animals were removed from the truck, she was left behind, unable to move. The stockyard workers used the customary electric prods in her ear to try to get her out of the truck, then beat and kicked her in the face, ribs, and back, but still she didn’t move. They tied a rope around her neck, tied the other end to a post in the ground, and drove the truck away. The cow was dragged along the floor of the truck and fell to the ground, landing with both hind legs and her pelvis broken. She remained like that until 7:30 that evening.

For the first three hours, she lay in the hot sun crying out. Periodically, when she urinated or defecated, she used her front legs to drag herself along the gravel roadway to a clean spot. She also tried to crawl to a shaded area but couldn’t move far enough. Altogether, she managed to crawl a painful 13 to14 yards. The stockyard employees wouldn’t allow her any drinking water; the only water she received was given to her by Jessie Pierce, a local animal rights activist, who had been contacted by a woman who witnessed the incident. Jessie arrived at noon. After receiving no cooperation from stockyard workers, she called the Kenton County police. A police officer arrived but was instructed by his superiors to do nothing; he left at 1 p.m. The stockyard operator informed Jessie that he had permission from the insurance company to kill the cow but wouldn’t do it until Jessie left. Although doubtful that he would keep his word, Jessie left at 3 p.m. She returned at 4:30 p.m. and found the stockyard deserted. Three dogs were attacking the cow, who was still alive. She had suffered a number of bite wounds, and her drinking water had been removed. Jessie contacted the state police. Four officers arrived at 5:30 p.m. State trooper Jan Wuchner wanted to shoot the cow but was told that a veterinarian should kill her. The two veterinarians at the facility would not euthanize her, claiming that in order to preserve the value of the meat, she could not be destroyed. The butcher eventually arrived at 7:30 p.m. and shot the cow. Her body was purchased for $307.50.

When the stockyard operator was questioned by a reporter from The Kentucky Post, he stated, “We didn’t do a damned thing to it,” and referred to the attention given the cow by humane workers and police as “bullcrap.” He laughed throughout the interview, saying that he found nothing wrong with the way the cow was treated.

This is not an isolated case; in fact, it’s so common that animals in this condition are known in the meat industry as ”downers,” and no effort is made by industry insiders or the U.S. Department of Agriculture to see that they are treated more humanely. It is standard practice for stockyard workers to find “downed” animals, tie them to the back of a pickup truck, and drag them to an area where they are piled on top of each other to await the butcher. The handling of “downer” animals has proved that the meat industry cannot monitor itself. It’s up to the public to demand change and to refuse to purchase the products of this miserable industry.

http://www.peta.org/

current mood: depressed

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1:12 am - wtf
According to the May issue of Vanity Fair, Natalie Portman was described to be a Vegan. A Vegan is a Vegetarian that excludes all animal-derived foods from their diets including meat, poultry, fish, eggs, and dairy products. It's also been whispered that she doesn't eat cheese.

are people dumb or what?

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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
1:51 pm - for my movie loving friends, yeah im jumping on the bandwagon. AND What?
if someone gets all of these id be amazed...

1.)"They're either married or gay. And if they're not gay, they've just broken up with the most wonderful woman in the world, or they've just broken up with a bitch who looks exactly like me. They're in transition from a monogamous relationship and they need more space. Or they're tired of space, but they just can't commit. Or they want to commit, but they're afraid to get close. They want to get close, you don't want to get near them."

2.)"Make him feel important. If you do that, you'll have a happy and wonderful marriage - like two out of every ten couples."

3.) "If it makes you feel any better, I forgot my reading glasses."

4.) "That's all freedom is... an illusion."

5.) "IT TASTES LIKE YOU BUT SWEETER!"

6.) "I'm no flibberty-ibberty-gibbit!"

7.) "I appreciate this whole seduction thing you've got going on here, but let me give you a tip: I'm a sure thing."

8.) "Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you."

9.) "The only true currency in this bankrupt world... is what you share with someone else when you're uncool."

10.) "Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place."



ok that was really hard, sorry. :P

current mood: cold
current music: Waiting Room- Fugazi

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